At a loss

As some of you may have figured out, knowing we were anxious for the MRI results yesterday, and seeing I hadn't posted anything yet, we did not receive good news yesterday.  In fact we received horrible news.
I had such a good feeling yesterday morning before the MRI.  When I woke up, the first thing that I heard in my head was, "the MRI is clear."  It was like someone talked to me and said that.  Honestly that, for me, was a sign that good things were to come.
It is with pure sadness that I share with you that not only is Aly's tumor not gone, but they found another tumor that has grown and a couple of other "hot spots" that are showing activity.  We obviously were not expecting anything like this.  Her tumor was responding so well to the chemo.  How is it possible for these to come about so quickly?  The last MRI was just 2 months ago.  Being in total shock, we could not think of questions to ask, things to do, we just wanted to escape and take Aly out of there.  Aly was able to come home yesterday.
I don't know what to say...I have never cried as much as I did yesterday.  When the RN came into Aly's room and asked Kevin and I to come talk with her and we left Aly there wondering it was awful.  It was the most horrible thing to have to listen to the RN tell Aly the news and Aly knowing that we'd been crying.  It is so not fair.  This sweet little soul started out her life in a tough situation.  She spent about 3 months in a Russian hospital with a skull fracture only to move on to an orphanage for another 12 months.  We brought her home when she was 18 months old.  For this to be happening now, I don't understand it.  She's been through so much already.  I don't know where our path will be leading next.  Our main doctor was out of town at a seminar yesterday.  We were unable to talk with her.  We are hoping to hear from her today.  They are regrouping and figuring out the next step.  It is not going to be easy.  I don't know that they know what the next step will be.  Because there is new growth they are not optimistic that further rounds of chemo will be helpful.  Because there is more than one area of growth they are not optimistic about surgery.
The new tumor is in her frontal lobe.  They are saying it could affect her behavior.  It could also cause seizures.  They have started her on a medicine to help prevent seizures.  I am so scared for this little girl and scared that I will not have the strength or knowledge to help her.  I can't stop the tears from flowing, but I know they need to stop flowing.  We need to focus on the fight.  Please continue to pray for Aly.  Please pray for the doctors to find the knowledge and best plan for Aly.  Please pray for our family to have the strength and courage to continue this battle.